the ever act-cute poses! 1---2---5~ keke... don't u feel that u are being traumatised by yours truly? *winks*

what started out as a perfectly boring day ended up in a disaster. *sighs*

school ended officially today. i called them up to request for early termination (in a way) and they managed to find the permanent teacher whom is suppose to cover me from april onwards to come in 2 weeks early. its great news to me actually as i really think its the best for the children. they are really in good hands.

so i went to school at 12pm to do the handover. took me about 40 mins. but after i left, realised there are still some minor things like mental sums, spelling that i've forgotten to share with the teacher. shes actually a full-time qualified teacher whom went on long-term medical leave and can come back to work already. i think everyone in school misses her too as both of us were standing there, a lot of teachers came to say 'hi' to her. =) she looks like she's in her early 30's, a bit plumb, short, wear glasses n look rather no-nonsense type of teacher. guess shes in this line for so long already so is very experienced and can control the class extremely well!

came back and studied for a little. took a 'short' nap. went to pick regan and go over mom's house for dinner. then came back bathe, studied abit more before catching my korean drama 'bo li xie'. its the last episode tomorrow.

'you're the one' ended yesterday. which is good. haa... then i got one less drama that i die die must watch so i can study more. =D yay~ after 'bo li xie' ends then i'm only following channel 8, weekdays at 7pm 'shao nian...' (forgot the name) and weekends channel 8 7pm 'xin ru lai fo zhang'. but of course not to mention those taiwanese variety shows that i support too. singapore variety shows especially those by jack neo cannot make it lor. too lame. just look at the one on channel 8, friday at 8pm. so dumb. its kinda furnee. but extremely insulting to my intelligence level. oh ya, theres this sitcom on channel 8, saturday at 9pm 'meng dang wu dui' damn furnee and quite worth spending 30 mins catching that. yes, JUST remembered, tomorrow or rather later, theres this new variety program on channel u 'my destiny' hosted by quan yifeng and zhong qin that looks hilarious during those advertisements. i think it should be very furnee. (ok, i'm contradicting myself, i rephrase my earlier sentence 'MOST singapore variety shows cannot make it..') oops, forget to add in channel 5, mondays at 10pm 'desperate housewives'. though i don't ensure i catch ALL the episodes but i do try. hee... hmmm, still got what ar?!?!

ai yo yos, chin chye count also got one whole chunk of tv shows i wanna watch. i still trying to bluff myself at the back of my head after the 2 shows end, i shouldn't be anywhere near the tv. wonder when my study part comes in. hur hur...

just had a medium size tiff with dar. *sobs* girls ma. only like to be 'hong', entertained, pampered and loved what. he thinks i'm expecting too much. i think its normal. so depressing. he cannot understand. i also cannot understand. *sighs* i'm feeling very depressed. so sad. i like to feel i'm important, i'm in 1st place, i'm the best, i'm most... i think i've tried my best to be the best. but i think i'm still not the best. *hais*

hope tomorrow when he wake up, he would think i'm the most wonderful person in the whole wide world. *prays*